I love our house girl more than my wife. What should I do?

I am married to a beautiful woman and together we have one child. We got married five years ago and she was the best thing that happened to me when I met her. I met her when she was still young and very beautiful. It was love at first sight. We courted for three months before I marrried her. Two years later we got a kid and that is when hell broke loose.

Fast forward, when my wife gave birth to our first baby, she sought to look for someone who would help with the house chores. She works at the bank and therefore needed someone to remain with the child while she went to work. I am a businessman myself.

My wife called her mother back in the village who helped her look for a girl who could start work immediately. My mother-in-law found one naïve girl who had just completed her secondary school studies and was not willing to continue with school. She was brought to our house after a week of negotiations.

My mother-in-law did just one mistake with the lady she brought as a house help. It was that, I found her more beautiful and curvy than my own wife. I did not understand where the feeling came from, but I liked her more than my own wife.

I have tried for a long time to dismiss the feelings for her but it just cannot work. The girl goes by the name Chisutia. She has got the looks and is very hardworking. With time, I started comparing her with my wife and I realized she had much more wifely qualities than her.

She was very hardworking, she cooked perfectly, something my own wife could not do. She takes good care of our child and for a moment I found my wife to be lazy.

I have tried approaching Chisutia so many times but every time I do, my guts remind me that I have a wife. I feel like I no longer love my wife like I used to, because my feelings have all drifted to our house help.

The feelings I have for my wife right now are despiteful. Whenever she cooks, I don’t find her food as yummy as the on Chisutia cooks. Evrytime she holds our baby, I feel like she’s not holding him as gentle as the way Chisutia does.

I’m in a turmoil and deeply confused because I don’t understand what I should do anymore. I’m not sure if it is good to leave my wife for a house girl. My wife has not noticed a thing. In fact she is very happy that I have warmly welcomed our house help. I know she loves me, but I don’t know what to do about this house girl situation.

What do you think is should do?